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Our Last Tight Hug Serina Fujikoso Alternative, Alternative • 2022

Our Last Tight Hug

All I want to do is hug you, I can't think of anything else

If I could, I'd just rewind back time

I want to hold your hand, I'd like to take you away

Why do I let go of the hands that were holding mine

Today I woke up partially reviving our last meeting, for how long was I looking at that screen?

Because when I hear that it was time for us to part ways

What am I supposed to say?

It's been months, 'Can we talk?', I wish you to say it to me one day

That's right, I'd run lightheartedly towards your embrace

It's not that I had forgotten about you after our goodbye

There's something I wanted to tell you, but isn't it too sudden?

All I want to do is hug you

I can't express it with words

But the truth is I could never hate you, no matter how much I tried to

My face in turmoil, I don't want you to see it

I can't hug you this way anymore

Because we already had our last tight hug

The withering wind blew making my heart feel numb

The one who made sure we kept our distance was me myself

Maybe I went too harsh on you, the one who used to make my heart skip a beat

But what I was supposed to do after seeing for the first time the cracks in our relationship?

I couldn't keep holding you, I didn't realize you were making my fingers bleed

Changing your future is something that I can't do

It's not about "responsability", I just don't have that kind of courage

I wish we could have stayed like we were before forever but

I smiled and took my hands away

Looking to our old conversations

They bring a faint smile to my face

I don't want to throw'em away

I wonder why is it

(Just for today)

I felt like it will be a waste of memories